I lay awake at night and think, over cigarettes and magazines

Nothing's quite like what it seems

I'm too dumb and bleak to see, I'm too stupid to resist

It's been three weeks since I can sleep, a little secret I can't keep

She can't stand me anymore

I'm too dumb and bleak to keep, I'm too stupid to sit still

and I see her, I can see her in my dreams

and I see her, when I want to be alone

I lay awake at night and drink, over cigarettes and magazines

nothing's ever like it seems

I'm too dumb and bleak to see, I'm too stupid to resist

it's been three weeks since I can think, a little secret I'm supposed keep

she can't stand me anymore

I'm too dumb and bleak to keep, I'm too stupid to sit still

and I see her, I can see her in my dreams

and I see her, when I want to be alone

you know it's bad but it's not her fault

you know it's bad but it's never her fault but mine

and I see her, I can see her in my dreams

and I see her, when I want to be alone