true disappointment / you’d never know it

'til you can’t escape

queen of entrapment / rules this apartment

and her tattered clothes


and I love you most, though you say I don’t know love

but I’m certain that you hurt me


shifting through seasons / you must have your reasons

watch the leaves fall

queen of attraction / have some compassion

your my holy ghost


and I hate you most, but I really hate myself

and the things I do to alienate you

and I love you most, and I know this must be love

because nothing else could hurt like this