crumbling inside, slipping away

there is not a right thing I could say

wasting my time, sleep life away

feeling less like myself every day

this is not, no it’s not what you wanted me to do

let’s pretend, that all that time we spent it wasn’t true

let’s forget about me, let’s take the last bus home

let’s throw away the years and the fears and everything that was left here

let’s go away, just go away

hiding my face, losing my place

everyone is years ahead of me

like I didn’t know, such a long time ago

I’m not the grown-up I should be

this is not, no it’s not, what they wanted out of me

let’s pretend, that tons of rocks and sand are covering me

let’s forget about me, let’s take the last bus home

let’s throw away the years and the fears and everything that was left here

let’s leave it alone, leave me alone

let’s forget about me, let’s take the last bus home

let’s throw away the years and the fears and everything that was left here

let’s go away, just go away